Won't Update?

I wont update this blog anymore:
But so all readers know, I will end with this
I'm very happy in my life now~!
I love my family~!
and
I'm gonna start taking care of the most special person in my life, ME!~!!
ME ME ME!
and I still love God 100%~!
GBU!

Eh? This blog is gonna get quiet...

What is wrong with MY?

Had fun at Genting and KL and shopping (too bad cannot meet Mervyn! Sorry ya....). New (huge) shopping mall just opened at Penang, Queensbay. Gonna check it out. The thing is, even though I am (sometimes) having fun at Malaysia, graa sometimes I just find myself, BORED! Uwhaaa... And I actually miss hectic life and Australia!!!!
And what's worst, I GOT SICK!!!! "CRIESSSSSS, stupid polluted weather" Graaaa today only recovering! Weather is so heaty, my eyes get teary and red and body grew rashes...itchy itchy

Back in Malaysia. Busy shopping, eating and having fun. Yet feels nostalgic for Australia. Felt like I've left someone back there ><
Ah well... I'll be back in 3 months time. :)

Packing

Finished exams and started packing. Sad feeling of you "neither belong here nor there". Packing,... graaaa~ Have you seen my pig sty room?!?!


Before I leave, I will give a bow to my room. (BTW, bowed just like the Japanese way of bowing with honour and respect not worship one, that one I put head on the floor.) It's my way of coping with what I feel is "lost" and will never be the same again. Of course next year I'll come back to the same (hopefully painted) room.
Bowing is like a comfort for me, saying "Thank you God for giving me this moment and time" even though it comes to an end. I remember my college best friend left, and I went to his empty room and bowed (never really seen him after another one more time). And friends leaving Australia, I bowed. And leaving Thailand, I gave a small nod goodbye. It's my comfort. Instead of reminiscing on time spent and what could have been done or if we could relive it again, I try to be thankful for every moment given to me. It's really hard and sad. Ah well, Help me let go of the sadness and nostalgia in my heart. Thank you

Applied Corporate Finance, YOU ARE THE LAST TO BE CONQUERED

Not yet confident enough for Friday's exam. Can't wait to do it, yet need to prepare for it. Going back this Monday.... Laksa laksa laksa

Eh~

Something struck me today... when I was young, I remembered in church, I see most of my favourite people leave (for better things?), and I asked God, how come poeple who are dear to me leaves? Why do you take them away?... And in my heart, I felt that, by that, I could grow stronger dependence on him and also that we should be thankful for everyone precious and every moment they are in our lives.
Today, I look back at pictures and I almost wanna cry. It's so painful because people that you share life with are no longer sharing it with you, everyone moves on, seasons change, people come and go, clicks dont stay forever.

(Trust me, it would be a very different thing if it were in Malaysia (Everyone and everything seems to never move), cos I'd probably dont care with anyone since I have family and friends that are "always" there or I can live of my sis and bro's friends and invade their juicy 'friend's gossip's lives)

But it's kinda different here in Aust, especially when friends becomes family and it gets lonely (Ok, get this straight, I probably am the most friendliest... *praise myself and pats my head* and nicest person and have plenty of friends) but it's not the same. Sigh I can think of saying Goodbye to a few dear friends after this year, again....

Anyways... I've calculated two great friends that I've sent off in the airport and Hope they will be awesome wherever they are. And my closest (one of the only) friend I have in church, seen him off at his farewell to Singapore to study. (yes, now that country has sucked his genius brains with them and now he's one of them *gasp*!!)

Maybe, I'm meant to be in people's life, be a blessing and then move on.... *sigh.... is this the corporate world training??? ><*
~Nothing lasts forever (on earth :P). Thank God there's a heaven where I can meet everyone I love!! SO EVERYONE HAD BETTER MAKE SURE THEY'RE IN HEAVEN cos I am!!!!

Another one down

MUAHAHAHahahahahahahaa.... another paper down. One more to go for this Friday and then I'm freee to enjoy, buy stuff for parents and then put my butt on an airplane, fly back to Malaysia, go Genting, travel Thailand, do shopping and eat. Life seems good!